Daisychica的形象

为了我的新生活，一个新的我!我一直努力工作，为自己创造更好的生活;在过去的几年里，我已经取得了很大的进步。我应该感到自豪，但我没有，因为我允许我的体重控制我的生活……我已经改变了这么多，我应该感到自豪，这也会改变……从现在开始! !两年多前，我的丈夫去世了(我们分居了，但仍然是非常要好的朋友)。我就像坐过山车一样走向自我毁灭。两年前，我从高中辍学(30岁)，参加派对就像没有明天一样。有一天，我醒来，意识到我太自私了，我还有一个孩子要做一个积极的榜样。 Today I am a college student with a 3.9 GPA and getting ready to apply to the nursing program. My goal is to get my BSN and be a neonatal nurse. However, I have been left with some serious damage to my soul, confidence and image because I didn't know how to properly grieve when my husband died. The more I saw my son suffer the more I ate. Everyday I wake up and have more and more confidence in myself in ALMOST every aspect of my life, my weight holds me back. My weight still defines me in my head. My weight makes me afraid to date. My weight makes me think I'm not good enough at anything. My weight makes me embarrassed to exercise in public!? All of that is changing now. I'm tired of it controlling how I feel and what I'm "worth" in my own head. It's time for a change :)